The blessings of having a child with disability is the variety your day holds. You never know if that morning will bring an illness; an allergic reaction; a new symptom; another doctor's visit; another hour on hold with the doctor's office, or maybe even a new doctor!
Yes, that is sarcasm.
The true blessing in this chaos is learning to trust each day to God's hand.
Recently I became quite agitated - okay, mad - when my well thought-out plans were not going to materialize. I just wanted to have some say over my day, my week, my month.
It was not to be.
God says in James 14:13-15
"Now listen, you who say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city. We will spend a year there. We will buy and sell and make money." You don't even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? It is a mist that appears for a little while. Then it disappears. Instead, you should say, "If it pleases the Lord, we will live and do this or that."
Lord, I'm trying! I really am. To leave each day to your will.
How beautiful to know He does not give up on us! Ever!
That is my Hope today. And we all need a little Hope!